labels out

I don't know what "labels out" means. I just have "Can't Hold Us" stuck in my head.

When I made this blog, I fully intended to keep it up and routinely give you fine folks a picture of my life as it unfolded. If you'll kindly look to the right, you'll see a notable gap between my first post and this. As you can deduce, I am not a woman of my word (at least when the only people to hold me to it are nonexistent). I don't think anyone reads this blog. But maybe it will blow up one day.

Now, would y'all like some updates? Update number one: I've started to use the word "y'all." mostly just in my head though. Darn confederates, coming up north to spoil our language. It's not just them, though. I've started yelling in a Bert voice at random (and inappropriate) times, because that's what a friend of mine does. I've always been influenced by the people I'm surrounded by... I guess that's a silly thing to say, because we all are. But, I've noticed urges to change myself, sometimes based off a desire to be good enough for someone, or to be like them. Other times, I'm reaching for this ideal that I have always had of how I should be, and that I now have the freedom to pursue.

I know this is a short post, and I should really take more time to sit and chat. However, homework is calling, and I have a meeting at 7:15.

loves and kisses, my nonexistent darlings!

That Awkward First Post

Salutations. 

I haven't got much to say, now that the moment has arrived. I like babies. I saw the notebook for the first time when I was 17 (a year ago...) and I wasn't enthralled. poop. I've never been kissed. I love nature and being outdoors more than a great many other things. I know an unhealthy amount of information about Audrey Hepburn. I hate authority sometimes. I have a hard time with music, in that when I love it, I LOVE it. the trouble is that I have difficulties finding music to love. I wish I were thinner. I love my family sometimes. I love to run non-competitively, but I will run competitively if necessary. I watch too much TV/Spend too much time on the internet, and I would like to change that about myself, especially since it doesn't make me happy.

I suppose that is all for now.
Thank you for your time.

flower child.